What do I feel?

Why am I feeling the way I'm feeling?
I've never felt the hate before,
Never felt the loss like this

Why am I feeling the way I'm feeling
Just because he's getting married

Why why why would it hurt even after all he's done
Even as I moved on,
Even as she's moved in,
Even as the stars and the moons remained in the sky

When I thought all had been lost
And I know now that all had really been gained.

What does it mean to feel the way I'm feeling
Is it real, do I feel, can I cry or should I laugh;
The words have littered while my heart has healed

But why why why
Do I feel the way I feel
Is it real or is it surreal,

I'll never know.

I'll never know.